life’s shit wall to wall
I love that kid. I love that kid to pieces- but I wish she was never born.
That’s how it feels! In certain, tiny moments. Any parent who is honest will tell you that you live with that ambivalence. You just have it! You just look at the face of your beautiful, lovely child, and you think two things at the exact same time. I love this kid so much that it’s changed my whole life. I love people- other people more!- because of how much I love her. I love people that died years ago more, like my love has traveled time because of how much I love her and she loves me back. She’s completely given value to life that didn’t exist before, and I regret every decision that led to her birth.
-Louie: 2x01 Pregnant